12/21/08 Time.

another day has past. wow, its hurting me sooo deeply.
I always thought that I understood the wise saying of "If you want big, you must learn to give up the big thing you have in life to get what you want."
to feel the pain? gosh its hurting sooo bad! i wish i was at home with all my friends. I miss their smiles, i miss their funky funny jokes. I miss Vanessa's bitchyness. i miss Dess's wonderful ways, when she liustens to me when i have things to tell her. i miss ajays mokeness. I miss soooo much of things back home. I miss my home in Kalihi, i miss my moms cooking. I miss my little brothers irritating voice, when he and i continue to argue thru the nights when we have nothing else to do. gosh I miss Oahu.

Yesterday was our christmas dinner, the secret santa! I miss that. if i had a choice? i would never miss that for the world. haaawww. I guess thats what they mean than hugh!?
Damn, i'm weak. this is annoying. oooohhh weell... time will past. I'll be home sooner than you all can say, " HOOOOLLLYYY KAKACOCOASUSHI!!!" lol

1 comment:

K. said...

Aww cheer up Nicky! Summer time will be the day, and we can all hang out like there's no tomorrow!