So I am sitting in the car with my mom heading home from Ice Palace....While driving pass Red Hill and entering East Honolulu zone where you'd make this very long wide turn; all we could hear was "Bump-Clack, Bump-Clack!!" Continuously.
The sounds were coming from the front-right tire of my moms car. It was FLAT!
"Oh NO, this CAN'T Possibly be happening!?" I thought to myself. but it DID!
During the hours of waiting for help to come, I began to over-think things out. It's what I usually do when I feel like my heart and brain is twisted in a wire of venomous rose vines.
I begin to repeat the same sentence in my mind:
"Damn!! I could be anywhere but here in this Freekin freeway!"
But to let you feel what I sort of felt during the incident, READ>>
Ever had that feeling where you are scared of being left out in the cold, and trapped there forever?
You would begin to think to yourself about how you could be home in your lovely bed resting, but in reality you are not even AT HOME, but in that certain scary unsatisfying area, which in my case is the freeway.
That's how I felt (sortah).
Damn, I waited in the freeking WINDY FREEWAY... with my mom and little brother for HOURS! Stressed, and wondering where the HELL is the damn Toll truck, and my Brother?
but my point is that I just realize how thankful I am to have a home!
While overthinking negatively, I told my mom "thank you"
She was like, "For What?"
I told her "for everything."
She just stared at me like I was stupid.
I told her that, even though we lived in KAM4? I was thankful for it because at least I have a place i could call home. A place where I could sleep & feel warm and safe.
Do you get this Blog? ahha.
2 comments:
lmaoo! I feeel ya brotha! This blog is so funny but so true. These are just one of those "life-altering" moments. It's like you got a revelation huh? ahaha. I like the ending when you said thankyou to your mom.
There was this one time when I hugged my grandma out of nowhere and because I don't do that often she looks at me like wtf is wrong with you? lol
That stuff is hard for me. At the right times I can't do that.. hell, even at the wrong times I don't do that. It's just so hard for me to admit that I really do love my parents. I DO! It took me a life long series of events to realize that they were right about all of the things I thought they lied to me about and that they were only doing everything I did for my own good. I think that I would outta no where do something ridiculously heart felt XD I'm crazy.. but that's totally fine.
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