02/08/09 - Apply to Retry

Hmmm... Maybe it is time to let go. I guess It some how is my fault too. I'll have to admit that I did have a hard time letting go of the past. When I moved here, I didnt let myself forget the memories I had back home, my friends, my family, and my job. I held on to them so close and too tight. I didnt let myself be able to start new and adapt to the new way of life I am now living in today. I forced myself to be alone, and nowI realize that I didnt really give Vegas a chance.
Today my sister, Aladin, and I had a family meeting. The meeting was regarding me ofcourse.

I was sooo down the night before that I researched for cheap airplane tickets to go home, and I found one, cheap too. It was only hundred fifty. I was ready to fly home on February 28th. I was ready to leave my sister and Achilles.

At the meeting they asked me how I really felt about being here in Las Vegas. I told them everything. All truth. I told them that I felt used, and that I was hurt. I felt I had no life. I miss home. Than they told me their part. Things at the meeting actually turned out well. We all exchanged agreements, and deals. I promised to give Vegas a try, and to help watch Achilles when I don't have nothing to do. In return they promised that I can have a life of my own. Friday, Saturday, and Sundays I can go out with my friends, just so long I tell them a day in advance. We all also agreed that if we had something bothering on our mind, that we'd tell each other.
So forgive me on being soooo selfish to myself once more. This time I'll try again.

"See you Later Hawaii, and Hello Viva Las Vegas."

NickyJO Thamdy.

ps. I hope they keep their words, that was the cheapest airfare I found.